Sunday, September 11, 2005
last night was a rather solemn night for me.tonight, it is still the same.
still feeling troubled.
feel rather emotion-less.
after de ups and downs.
my mind is going crazy.
i duno how many of u understand how i feel right now.
its like ur about to fade away from this world.
everything seems like an illusion.
this feeling mayb called miserable i guess.
hai~
so you wrote it down i'm suppose to careeven though its never there sorry if i'm not preparedis it hard to see all the things you substitutefor me and all my thoughts of youits eating me alive to leave youi'm breathing in your skin tonightquiet is my loudest crywouldn't want to wake the eyes that make me melt insideand if it is healthier to leave youmay your sickness come and set me freekill me while i still believe that you were meant for me
i've been addicted to you
