searching for the meaning of life

2007-05-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

alrights !
its been ages since i posted anything huh.
mayb there ain't no one visiting ma blog.
all de cobwebs hangin arnd.
spiderman shld visit. (:

hai..
life's been bad.
caused by bad and meany mid years.
sadness reigns our souls ! ):

oh wellss.. no point brodding over it.
just hope its a little bad phase of life (:

have to go back to school during hols almost everyday.
except de 3rd week
lucky ? mayb ?

ohh..
UPDATE !
my sis ADOPTED TWO chinchillas.
cool eh..
they are like..
rabbir and squirrel and gerbil all combined into one
(: mayb i shall grab some photos and show u guys.
(whoever is reading)

oh wells. dats all folks !
i'll TRY to blog as often as possible (:

GOD BLESS ! ! !

2007-01-29T04:19:00.004-08:00

on feb 8..
DANIEL KANG'S BIRTHDAY ! ! !
celebrated at a kopitiam near srg mrt
anywayss.. wat they orded was frightening..
first came two veggies !
AHH ! goes gabriel. (carnivorous bum)
anywayss.. next come cereal prawns..
mmmm.. making u hungry ain't i. HOHO
ok ok.. then fried tofu..
what was most incredible was de crabbies..
but before that i go further. let me bring u back a lil
he invited us over saying
they were looking for a place with gd crabs and were craving for seafood.
so i was like alright and dats cool.

but little did i expect to see
3 BIG BIG PLATES OF CRABBIES ON ONE TABLE(there were 2 table btw)
one chili, one garlic source or smth and de other was black pepper..
anyways.. my table was like de smaller eaters kind but we ended up finishing EVERYTHING
amazing huh..

anywayss.. after dat we went to daniel's place to drink
(the next day was school day and i had physics test PLUS NCC)
okies..
i know i'm naughty..
i did study aight !
anywayss..
we sat outside dan's place like some kind of illegal gathering stupid refugees
i know it sounds bad.
but dat was us.
there was DANIEL, MANFRED, IAN(the zookeeper), JUSTIN, AMANDA(d.k.'s gf), XAVIER KWAN AND ME ! (all church ppl btw)
we played this pshycology game thingy that tells u about yer life.
quite nonsense but we did have fun..
ian went off early cos he had a zoo to keep de next day.
so we continued drinking.
what i drank was a glass of vodka lime, "something" and PROBABLY another "something" i'm not too sure and mixed of bailey's mint with another"something".
went kinda high after dat i guess..
hahha
esp after justin carried me upside down.
i guess de blood shot to my head and all.
WOO ! HIGH !

crapped

2007-01-29T04:19:00.003-08:00

mm..
guess mission day was rather exciting. more fun than i expected it to b.
hearing all de nonsense story.

anyways.. lunch totally kicked ass man !
15 ikea meatballs + fries + da'im cake = WOOLALA !

took de dang 147 from queensway.
after like missing plenty of convenient buses home.
and its piss off mann..
de ride was super duper whooper long.
ass was practically flat after de horendous long ride.

anyways got home and had a sudden urge to do some jogging.
went to park did some jogging.
came back climb de stairs and down.
to the excercise corner and did stuff there.

the night is like PISS OFF NIGHT MAN !
AHHH ! ! !
i wanna scream my lungs out la.
but no proper place to do so here in Bishan.
guess tonight..
part of my life is screwed.
hope i can recover by tomoro or then i fear.
THERE MAY BE BLOOD IN NCC !
kidding.

yeaa.
thats my crapped up life for de day.
wonder whose reading esp after a long period of my blog being dead and all.
will de people reading my bloggies please tag in please tag in ! yea yea..
(sorry for the crappy part)
guess i'm just going CRAZYYY !
AHHHH !

NEIGHBOUR

2007-01-29T04:19:00.002-08:00

ok ok.
i can finnaly post !
as i was sayinggg..
i finally gotta know my neighbour whom i know excist since like sec 1 ?
after 3 long yearss..
sometimes seeing her on de bus on de way back and all.
i finally got ter know her.
its like we know that both of us excisted but just didn't know how to like approach to each other..
ain't dat like AWESOME dat i finally know her..
and surprisingly
its all thanks to de new irritating uniform with de sewn on name tag.
dat she found me on friendster (:
soo now i'm still wondering if de new uni is a blessing or a curse..
am i right "my dear girl" ?
haahhaa..

okk back to some updates on wat i've been doing.
->church-ing
->youth cathechist lessons - ing
->passion play '07-ing
->school-ing
->ncc air-ing
->trying ter study-ing
->test-ing

2007-01-29T04:19:00.001-08:00

ok... i'm quite pissed with this bloggser thingy.
can't seem to b able to post bout my con camp stuff.. ):
anywaysss..

HELLOO WORLD !
i hope this can b read..

anywayss..
school's gd !
expt for the chinese period !
de old man is like uber terrible la !

oh oh oh !
i like finnaly finnally..
GOTTA KNOW MY NEIGHBOUR !
its like so exciting luhh !
(stay tuned for more details..)

2007-01-29T04:19:00.000-08:00

hello world !

2006-11-12T02:20:00.000-08:00

wooo ! ! !
its been a super long time since i posted anything on this blog.
after so long, i still have yet to change this blogskin...
whole holidays all burnt out with camps :(
oh wellies. at least camps are fun..
hmmss.. yesterday was my sis' b'day
kinda boring at de downtown east chalet.
my parents are dang cute lar. they gave her something which she wanted
which was an N95 dat has yet to come out.
they cut out a pic of N80 and pasted over it n95 and pasted it onto a hand phone box
my sis' got malu-ed infront of my relatives larr..
and to top on dat i asked my dad to wrapped de present with thick layers of newspapers and loads of tape
she was pratically struggling.
my parents were damn cute. can also quarrel over wrapping of my sis' present.

9/11
ONE STAR KAYAKING !
was super greattt...
cap-sizing is like UBER fun wor !
learning de strokes.
friends and i kept drifting in de water.
DAMN COOL LAR !
oh oh oh !
i plashed water at ming xiang and he chased after me..
ended up drifting around and feeding my kayak with hell load of water..
about 3/4 full ? almost cap sized. luckily i got out of water quikly (:

10/11
second day of de course
we learnt how to do rescue ! ! !
SUPER DUPER FUN ! ! !
cap-size and let others save yerr..
hahaha
ok mayb mine super fun cause my grp had two other girls (((((:
hohohoho ! ! !
suppose to have 3 in a grp but mine had four 2 girls and 2 guys and we finish faster den de rest of de other grp
how great is dat !
hohohoho !

PEOPLE GO FOR KAYAKING COURSE AT MAC RICTHIE RESERVOIR ! ! !
DEN WE CAN ALL "ROW YOUR BOAT" TOGETHER ! ! ! (:

2006-06-18T09:51:00.000-07:00

ALERT: alvin is posting crap !

today was great. went out with dad plus gab, xav and terence.
went to queensway sc.
to look for shoe for myself
dun have size.
went all de way around town. went round searching for it for like 2 hrs ?
oh wellies. finally found it at Isetan.
handed back to serangoon.
waited for rachel and off we went to church for movie night.
was quite gd i must say.
oh wellies went back home just to findd....
MY FUCKING PHONE SPEAKER IS SPOILT ONCE AGAIN EVEN AFTER IT HAS JUST BEEN TAKEN BACK FROM SERVICING LIKE YESTERDAY !
anddd...
comp's internet connection is like going oh-so crazy ! argg !

electronics are all fucked up or mayb its just me.
i'm just fucking suay la.
everything seems WRONG.
somehoww..
feel totally weird now
depression ? nahhh..
just another fucked up part of ma life i guess.
(sorry for all the vulgar words. can't really help it in this point of time)

someone rescue me from my emptiness

2006-05-18T08:48:00.000-07:00

NOTE : PLS LOOK FROM DE 3RD POST BELOW FIRST ! BECAUSE ITS NOT IN ORDER.

woo ! ! ! so happy ! ! ! :)) sial la ! ! angry seh !
hahaha ! joking oni seh BANG ! ! ! SLAM ! ! !TADA ~ ! ! ! ! ; )) disgusted huh darrick ?! hahaha be glad its not cheese ! ; )

WASH UP ! ! ! : ))

2006-05-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

NOTE : SORRY ! NOT THIS POST ! THE NEXT ONE BELOW ! THEN YOU START LOOKING AT THIS POST AND THENNN... YOU JUST LOOK AT THE LASTEST POST.

fits ar ?! SOMEONE CALL THE AMBULANCE ! ! !DRUNK ON SUSHI ! ! ! loserr.. hahaha COVER HIS EYES ! ! ! cream is coming darrick ! ! !

wooo ! yumm ~!

happy birthday to you ! ! ! dance to de music man ! ; ))

2006-05-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

ok ok !
i'm finally back to blogging !
since i have time now !
hee ! ; )
firstly !
to all de ijtp girls !
all de best for yer results :)
heard many got rather bad results.
BUT ITS OK ! dere's always next time !
must work harder everyone ! hee ;))

ok.. now for the most HAPPENING thursday ever !
its DARRICK'S BIRTHDAY ! ! ! (extra info: darrick is my 4 years buddy ! super retarded ! super crazy ! super noisy ! and super ask for beating !)
so we had quite a day ! ; ))
here are some of de pics ! INTRODUCING DARRICK ! ! !
unfortunetely his specs kinda broke
gay darrick eating PLAIN SUSHI RICE WITH SOYA SOS
AWW ! xavier got him a pair of spongebob boxes ! how cool is dat ?!

xavier.. having a STOLEN green pea with WASABI for just A DOLLAR !

2006-01-15T06:51:00.000-08:00

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

wat a sad song..
sniff sniff..
don't u agree ? hai~
oh wellies.
1st dat of cat class was fun !
hahaa.
DANIEL IS TAKING MY GROUP AGAIN !
WOO !!!
ahahaa. steady boo ~~~~

2005-12-24T22:25:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! ! ! ! ! !
REJOICE AS CHRIST IS BORNED ! ! ! ! ! !

2005-12-14T06:52:00.000-08:00

today !
pissed off like anything sia.
I HATE JOHNNY !!!
JOHNNY SUCKS MAN !!!
HIS MOTHER SUCKS TOO !!!
SHE MAKES BAD SPRITE !!!
HER SPRITE IS LIKE CARBONATED WATER !!!
NEVER EVER GO TO LITTLE JOHNNY'S LITTLE RESTAURANT AND DRINK SPRITE !!!
ITS A WARNING !
ITS SUCKS !
but i like her coleslaw.
hahaha. dats all for today.
its just a complain post.

2005-12-09T07:14:00.000-08:00

ok la..
alvin shall blog.
i shall start with tuesday night.
conferenced at nightt.
with gab[small mouth],clara[ra],germaine[bacteria] and our host terence[laughing hyeena].
practically was de 1st night conference with de grp. OH YEA ! AND OUR BIG BIG BIG BIG MOUTH: stephanie tan. hahaha.
told dem THE JACKET BOY storyy.
talked about EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE.
dey all scaredd. lol.

wednesday.
went ter play badminton with de same ppl.
fun man.
den went ter eat at sakae sushi.
pro la xavier eat. lol.
he like nvr eat for how many days and nights sia.
ahahhaaa. oops.
den i had to zhao home for tuition.
too badd.

thursday.
went out with gab, justin and matthew.
celebrate justin's b'day.
played daytona and some arcade games.
den decided to makan a lil.
saw germaine and her friends while buying food.
den i, matthew, gab and justin all went to watch aeonflux.
not bad la. de show quite gong.
later on. went to find germaine.
go and give her a nice scare at carefour.
hahaa. luckily her heart nvr drop out. x)
den went around. walk here and dere.
makan finish den zhao home le.

friday.
went to watch chicken little with de same bunch of ppl.
xiu kun, eugene and justin followed us.
went to buy de tix.
den makan at de food court
walk aroundd.. played at de arcade. den off to watch de show !
hahaha. de show very stupid but damn funny.
funny to us la. cos we're like de only few jokers laughing our asses of.
de rest like.. errr. huh ?
after de show. we went to walk around again.
duno where to walk liao.
walked to paragon. sit and chat for awhile.den off to macs at taka.
den all went home le.
i pon tuition today for dem sehh.. lol. dey shld b honoured.
lol. dats all for now !

2005-12-04T07:52:00.000-08:00

yesterday.
went back to melaka for my uncle's wedding dinner.
got to meet my little cousin. 2 four year olds and 1 two year old.
hahaa.
dey all very cute la.
esp de 2 year old one.
his name is daniel.
he is like oh so cute la..
totally man !
adorable !
de food was not dat bad at de wedding dinner.
one of my bachelor uncle.
brought his gf back home for de 1st time. waha !
finally. lol.
anyways.
today played with daniel for like de whole day la.
he can really walk i tell u. walk from wat 8 all de way to 4:30 ?
oni rest while drinking milk and eating, dats all.
hahaha. who needs a shopping buddy ? next time can bring him along. hahaha..
i totally love him la. x)

well. dats all bah.
den came back to s'pore le.
wish i could stay longer. hahaa.
oh wells.

saw the most beautiful sunset
felt a little sad
cause i watched it
all alone
without your right by my side

2005-11-25T06:18:00.000-08:00

(disclaimer: this is a very long post. if you do not wish to fall asleep. don't read. i repeat. DUN READ !)

wooo ! just got back from camp !
tiring seh.
but quite fun la.
ahaha.

First Day
fall-in at 7:30am.
bag check and all.
later went on to play some boring ice-breakers.
den started playing soccer in de SUPER muddy field. sian man.
everyone got dirty except dat ee thai. freaking dirty ass.
nvr even take bath la he. every ncc camp nvr take bath wan.
had field cooking.
went on to play floorball.
shiok seh ! so long nvr play.
den played dodge ball.
one fella got hit near his groin. poor fella.
went back changed and washed up.
got ready to have our dinner den off to sentosa !
reached dere quite early at about 10 like dat ?
de walk began at 11:30pm.
balls man !
walk like so long la !
go around look for stuff for our scavanger hunt.
went to check-points did silly forfeits.lol.
after finishing. we went back to school which was at about 8am.
yea ! tiring man ! but at least throughout de night still had some jokers,
talking cock. talk horny. all kinds of stuff. wat u can expect from guy school la.
lol.

Second Day
slept till 12pm. woke up had to get ready a skit for de night.
have pity on me la.
i had to act as hantu tiktik(big breasted ghost, who goes around killing with their EXTRA LARGE BOOBS) hahaha.
so i had to put like one slipping bag under my shirt.
and guess wat ?
i had de best figure la!
hahaha. dun play play man ! one of my bunk mates went a lil horny some more la !
hahhaa. u all slowly imagine la. hahaha.
practice and off for lunch..had i.f.c.(inter field craft)
played in de mud. so damn shiok la.
de day was so hot. de mud so darn cooling.
shiok man ! u all shld try some day.
lol. went to wash up after dat.
teachers took picture of us washing up la..
tsk tsk tsk. lol.
oh wellies. its ok. all guys anyway.
den we had our buffet dinner together with de ncc land ppl.
de vice-principal treat. lol.
de food was gd la. hahaa.
after dinner. all of us air guys went to watch "army daze"
old show but still funny. lol.
after dat was "command-offciers" night
all de funny skits all came out la.
hahaha.
me and ma boobies.. lol.
we all laughed our asses off la dat night.
it was gd.
went to sleep at 1am.

Last Day
woke up at 5:50am. so shiok to sleep la. rain so heavy
wash up and all.fall-in at 6:30am.
did light pt cos it was raining.
after dat... WOO !
we had macs for breakfast la.
lol. sausage muffin and ice milo.
shiok ! hahaha.
went back to bunk den clean up alil. den off to play some war game.
quite fun la. no complains about it.
after dat clean up bunk again.
guess wat ?
my grp's bunk was de best la !
aha ! later had some talk from mr foo.
talk about life and achievements.
encouraging words from him lol.
after datt...
HOMEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!
wooooo !!!!!

ok la. i end here. dis post damn long. sorry ar.
its damn draggy. lol. pai seh ar.

2005-11-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

okies !
off ter camp le !!!
my ncc annual camp..
hee.
hope it'll b fun as they said.
lol.
see ya ppl on friday !
till then..
do miss me yea ?
haha.
jkin jkin.

CHIAOX !!!

2005-11-15T04:19:00.000-08:00

heee..
yesterday's "jamming" session wasn't bad.
lol.
gab and linnette were crappers i tell u.
haha.
was very satisfied with de combination i got.
hai. me pray hard for xavier's appeal to b approved.
everyone must pray too !

today was quite fun.
played pool.
haha.
fun fun !
after dat, went to play daytona for awhile.
den off to cityhall.
walk, talk, sit.
gab and linnette really crapped a lot today la.
dey gave me a headache man.
lol.

2005-11-13T05:14:00.000-08:00

WOOO !!!
today wass goooooooddd !!!
hahaa.
last cath.class with uncle raymond and uncle bazil(however u spell his name)
*sniff..
oh welliess..
most prob have daniel, ian and manfred as our cath.class teachers next year..
gonna b hell man..
lol.
de skit we did today was OH SO GOOD man..
hahaha.
but de fact of using one mike sucks dats all.
de rest was gd.
waha !
it was totally fun la.
de kids were OHH SOOOOO CUTEE..
esp timothy !
i wanna bring him home la !!!
hahaha.
it was just PURE FUN
dats de oni 2 words i can say
de 1 word would b...
WOOOOO !!!!
hahaha.

if you were mine
i'd be your everything
and you'd be the only thing
that i would ever need
if you were mine
i would tell everyone
that you are the only one
that i would ever want

2005-11-08T17:28:00.002-08:00

my heart has never left your side,
even when you left me.
i'm still waiting,
just to hear the answers from you.

how i wish i could just go to you,
and say the three words,
that i've long been wanting to say to you.
but everyone starts crowding around you,
leaving me no space to talk to you.

hmms..
todayy..
friends coming over..
playing soccer, watching movie, going to makan..
then duno doing wat already..
ok.. i think someone's knocking on de door..
mayb it's xavierr..

CHIAO !!!

2005-11-06T18:38:00.000-08:00

waha !
yesterday was gooodd...
joined cath. class with gary.
not too bad bah.
haha..
after dat had lunch with de skit members(sad to say all guys. hahaha.)
went back fer rehearsel..
it wasn't too bad.
much much better den last week bah.
shld b able to make it for the REAL THING on de 13th.
heee..
after rehearsel..
i,gabriel,xavier,terence,daniel,justin all went to manfred's place.
we watch exorcism of emily rose..
IT IS A FREAKING GD SHOW !!!
although some of our balls shrank a little during some parts.
but dats not de point.
de story line is EXTREMELY GOOODD.
its a must watch.
after de movie.
i and gab head back ter church to attend mass.
all of us head home after dat.
hee..
like i said it was a nice day..

2005-11-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

Friday

wah sian diao la !!!!

WHOLE BODY ACHING !!!

darn trg yeterday damn hiong la.
do 30 diamond push ups,
30 body-builders,
30 crunches,
30 push ups,
30 sit ups,
30 counts of 4 jumping-jacks
ALL AT ONE GO !

de seniors went kukkoo man..

after trg i and xavier went to makan at pizza hut..
mmm.. shiok ! haha.
then went on bowling.
sial laa..
bowl like almost 10 games..
fingers all so darn pain right now la..
sian..
everywhere ache !
someone massage me!!!
hahaa..

Saturday

just got back from jb.
stayed at my aunts place.
went around to makan here and there.
quite shiok la.
my mum and aunties gossip while eavesdrop.
hahaha.
slept so late last night.. about almost 3 ?
yea..
tired seh.

OFF TER SLEEP !!!

2005-10-30T04:53:00.000-08:00

hmms..
ok.. some people have been complaining about my blog..
and asking which girl and all..
lol
de previous post of "IT IS SO OVER BETWEEN US"
that "us" is me and ma exams..
hee !
sorry la..
purposely confuse you all oni !
haha..
and de other post about when will it end..
de "scari-ness" of de exams..
hahaha..
so it all has to do with school..
yea..
so thats how sucky ma school life is.
sad huh ?

It happens every time,
You've given me the sign,
We start to get it on,
But then you stop me.
You know i've had it up to here,
You need to be more clear,
Cos you're the one that let me here,
So take me,

Cos you said that you would,
But then you changed your mind,
How could you do this to me,
It's just so unkind.
And it's cruel if you say that you'll go all the way,
I can't wait for the day,
That you don't change your mind.

You've got to understand,
Things are getting out of hand,
You can't just leave me sitting here unseen to.
You know i don't know what to do,
Or how long to wait for you,
You said you needed time so i won't rush you.

That you don't change your mind.

I'll never let you down,
I'll always be around,
When you need someone,
To catch you when you fall down.
I'm waiting here for you,
If you decide you want to.
If you want me to stay.
Then i'm only a phone call away.

Cos you said that you would,
But then you changed your mind,
How could you do this to me,
It's just so unkind.
And it's cruel if you say that you'll go all the way,
I can't wait for the day,
That you don't change...
And it's cruel if you say that you'll go all the way,
I can't wait for the day,
That you don't change your mind,
You don't change your mind.

2005-10-25T19:37:00.000-07:00

de worst turn of my life has just begun
when will it ever end?
i want to run away from this world.
life is just soo tiring.
just sooo worned out right now.
don't know what to do.
feel so lost.

WHEN WILL THIS EVER END ?!

2005-10-21T22:11:00.000-07:00

A photo can say a thousand things

But it can't say the million things
I wanna say

A photo can capture the way we were

But it can't capture the way we are

'Cause you're far away

What it's like to know you

What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me

were those just words

You can't tell me you don't need me

and I know that hurts

'Cause I'm looking at your picture

'Cause it's all I've got

Maybe one day

You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments

And I might be lonely girl

But I'm not afraid

In a second

It all comes right back to me

Nothing's forgotten now

Yeah everything's saved

What it's like to touch you

What it's like to know you

When you told me that you loved me

were those just words

You can't tell me you don't need me

and I know that hurts

'Cause I'm looking at your picture

'Cause it's all I've got

Maybe one day

You and me will have one more shot

You were my life

you were my faith

You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me

were those just words

You can't tell me you don't need me

and I know that hurts

'Cause I'm looking at your picture

'Cause it's all I've got

Maybe one day

You and me will have one more shot

2005-10-20T22:02:00.000-07:00

IT IS SOOOO OVER BETWEEN US MANN !!!

SOOOOO OVER !!!!

GRRR !!!

now, we''ll see if you will make me cry in the end or bring myself to a higher level of understanding.

2005-10-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

hellos.
i finally blog after that few complains.
hee.
hmms.
okay.
today was a bloody day.
literally.
play soccer during pe time. sway sway.
got one hard ram in de head by jason leslie's ball(soccer ball)
sian sian..
kanna one rather deep cut at near ma nose bridge.
so next time ppl.
if yer son plays soccer tell him it is a dangerous game and must becareful.
hahaa.
dat is like sad la.
hai~
now i suffer.
oh wellies.
now i look like wat syhper or watever his name from de final fantasy juz dat my scratch ain't as long as his. lol.
dats all la.

STRESS IS HERE.
EXAMS STARTS TOMORROW.
EVERYONE IS TENSED.
I HOPE WE'LL GET THROUGH THIS EASILY.

OH DEAR LORD.
I PRAY FOR ALL WHO HAVE TAKEN, ARE TAKING AND WILL BE TAKING THEIR EXAMS, THAT ALL WILL DO WELL. AND SCORE.
IN THIS I ASKED THROUGH YOU LORD.
AMEN.

BEST OF LUCK TO ALL !!!
ALVIN PRAYS FOR ALL. = )

2005-09-25T03:25:00.000-07:00

hmms.
today quite fun.
hee. cath class.
played as GOD
haha.
quite cool.
got ma own phrophets and all.
haha.
understand our lord more today. = )
after mass.. went to ps..
makan den went to starbucks.
we wanted to study.
in de end. all like distracted. helped xav with his work a lil den we zhao.
go giodarno buy socks. haha.
matthew's new shoe looks cool on him man. haha.
we went to play pool.
played 2 on 2.
damn fun sia today.
hee. finally played better dis time. hee hee. i tink tyco wan oso.
matthew was DAMN funny as usual.
matthew lie on de whole pool table his back on de face of de table.
and took a shot which missed. lol.
he damn funny la. dat joker ar. lol.
haha. den saw one girl dat look exactly like ma couzy sia.
it was horror. haha.
juz de face a lil diff or else i tell u i can call dem twins. lol.
after pool went walk walk.
den all zhao home liao.

[lets all pray for daniel's dad hu is going under a minor operation tomoro.]

PEACE = )

2005-09-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

okies !
1st thing 1st !

I'M FEELING BETTER ALREADY !

but still have flu and a lil sore throat accopanyied with slight coughs.
lol.

okies.
today.
hmms.
duno y la.
but me like very high for whole day.lol
seems crazy but, me really duno y la.
depression ?
how would i noe sial !
haiyo !
lol.
sorry ar if me a lil mad.
pls dun b frightened and suddenly stop visiting ma blog k.
lol.
me a lil wennie~ up dere. so pls endure.
haha.
endurance. lol.

okay la. i shall not carry on anymore.
later i become crazy bin instead of nonsense bin.
hee.
chiaox.

+hurts to see you standing infront of me and not being able to be with you+

*INVINSIBLE*

2005-09-19T21:45:00.000-07:00

sianz..
today nvr go skool.
rested all de way to 11a.m.
found out got a lil fever which later became high fever.
sianz.
got headache, flu, sore throat, cough and high fever.
one of ma friend call me at 12.30
guess wat he asked me

jason - "u really sick ar ? can we go ur hse ?"
me - "u're father crazy la. ppl sick here leh, wana come ma hse juz to play rite ?"
jason - "no la, also send u homework"
me - "cannot, i mayb going out study after seeing de doctor"
jason - " sure a not ? go out study ?"
me - "yea. mayb oni, if i'm feeling well enough"
jason - "dun la. stay at home and rest."
me - "so dat u all can come to my hse and play rite ? idiots"
jason - "yea."
me - "u all play how i rest u tell me."
jason - "aiya, can wan la. "
me - "shut up la. i going liao. bye."
jason - "okay lorz. bye"

this kind of friend oso have sia.
haha. at least he cracked me up a lil.
lol. oh wellies.
at least after so many hrs of rest and after taking de med.
i feel much better le.
thanks everyone for u're concern.
no thanks to u jason.
haha.
kk. going ter sleep soon. hope can go ter skool tomoro.

PEACE PPL = )

2005-09-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

wah sian man !!!
i'm falling real sick.(not mentally, but physically)
sianzation.
*coughs
*HAAACHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!
excuse me.
being sick is sucky.
trust me.
oh wellies.
time to change subject.

TODAY
went for cath. class(which was really really boring la.)
den went to eat at.. somerset.
sent linn off. le. tot of playing pool at usual place. but not allowed liao.
*sobs(monstercue billard close down liao)
so i, gab and xav went to plaza sing to find a place and study.
so chiao we saw rachel and family(not with her mother)
den de "three muskerteers" went to starbucks to try and study dere.
we all ordered our drinks took out our book, den rachel called me.
ask us if we wanted to play pool.
we obviously agreed la. so long nvr play liao. lol.
walked all de way to dono wat singapore plaza thingy.
to play dere. hee.
we played for like 2 hrs+ sia. lol.
de table v. big. and i sucked sia. anyhow play since not feeling too gd.
but had fun la. hee.
and rach's bro is real pro i tell u.
he screwed xavier upside down ! lol !
no offence mann. (haha)
den all went home after de gameS.
still feeling sick.
shld i go to skool tomoro ? sian man.

PEACE PPL = )

2005-09-17T05:59:00.000-07:00

hai~
sianz.
falling sick i guess.
darn cough, flu, sore throat and slight headaches !
sian man.

REPLIES TO TAGGIES

mag - halos. not i nvr link u. i didn't noe yer new blog webbie. so yea. anyways linked u alr. hee. ; )

marcus - yea. i'll take care. so must u.

linn - hello. i'm not gay la. u're just crazy. lol.

charissa - haiyo. dat is nonsense la. dis kind of thing oso faithful. haiyoo. oso got name. but quite exciting har. lol. a tag board to have a name. lol !

PEACE EVERYONE ! = D

best ncc training.

2005-09-16T05:19:00.000-07:00

okies..
i had a bad day yesterday.
getting over it i guess.
hai.
oh wellies.
dats not de point.
today class was still boring and sucky.
as usual.
after skool went to play soccer.
de soccer court or rather de basket ball court was rather "dark"
lol.
den headed back to skool for ncc.
surprisingly, it was fun !
for de first time dis bunch of seniors gave us fun since dey took over.
lol.
all of us got wet, cos we played water bombs.
nvr really got wet by part mates. got wet by seniors oni.
it was fun cos. today was an EXTREMELY HOT DAY.
so it was cool.
fun and tiring day today was.
relived ma "stress" a lil.

dats all for today folks.

goodbye come again.

2005-09-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

I know you know that love
can make you cry and break your heart
And you've been there before, you've been there before
And so you're so afraid to let somebody in
Baby, won't you try again, try again

Cause you're heart is safe with me
I'll never hurt you
I'll be there through everything
I won't make you cry
I know this world is cold But in my arms you'll see
That you're heart is safe with me
That you're heart is safe with me
Safe with me

What can I do for you to understand
you're in good hands
I'll never do you wrong, never do you wrong
What can I say to make your doubts to disappear
I won't let no tears get near
No baby, I'll be here

I will be there for you
be anything you need
Love can last forever
I'll show you how it feels
I'll keep my heart beside you
So your heart will see
That youre safe with me

~nights~

2005-09-11T22:31:00.000-07:00

last night was a rather solemn night for me.
tonight, it is still the same.
still feeling troubled.
feel rather emotion-less.
after de ups and downs.
my mind is going crazy.
i duno how many of u understand how i feel right now.
its like ur about to fade away from this world.
everything seems like an illusion.
this feeling mayb called miserable i guess.
hai~

so you wrote it down i'm suppose to care
even though its never there
sorry if i'm not prepared

is it hard to see all the things you substitute
for me and all my thoughts of you
its eating me alive to leave you

i'm breathing in your skin tonight
quiet is my loudest cry
wouldn't want to wake the eyes that make me melt inside

and if it is healthier to leave you
may your sickness come and set me free
kill me while i still believe that you were meant for me

the BEST DAY !

2005-09-03T23:25:00.000-07:00

hee.
so fun man. after oral examination(dun think dirty if u ar)
hee.
went to plaza sing with derek, aaron and savin.
dey went to play at x-square.
derek and i juz watch, till gab and matt came.
went to makan de chicken pangang.
so nice.
hee.
meet up with xavier, so den dere were five of us.
we went to play pool. had fun seh ! hee.
after pool. hang out at hereen.
den xavier, matt, derek and MUA.
from hereen all de way to wheelock place. hee.
tiring but fun. haha.
went to look at crumplers den. we left for tp.
xavier went back for tuition. so left 3 of us cos gab went dere b4 us.
reach tp, we went to macs. hang out dere. wait for rachel. do stupid things.
after rachel came we all left for mass at risen christ.
after mass. went for dinner at macs AGAIN. lol.
suppose to go for de praise and worship "performance"
all 6 of us, gabriel, linn, derek, matt, rachel and me felt it was boring.
so we went up

DIS IS WHERE DE ACTUAL FUN BEGAN !(haha)
played truth or dere upstairs.
haha. so fun. me and derek wanted to jump of. but seems a lil scary and many was looking. lol
well. we played.
matthew was de FUNNIEST i tell u. he did crazy, stupid and retarded things. we laughed our asses off la.
so damn fun. hhaha.
den things got more exciting. i shall leave it hanging in de air like this. dun wan anyone to go crazy. haha.
damn fun lar.

BOTTOM LINE. THIS NIGHT RAWKS MAN !!!!!
hee.

the smile of one person made my day the most = )

LOVES ! ! ! ! ! !

fun day out. fun time firing back at stupified person.

2005-09-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

WOO !!!
had so much fun today la although things didn't really turned out as planned
wanted to eat den play pool den watch a movie
but instead
we ate den play 2 hrs of pool
den didn't want to watch movie anymore.
sent linn to mrt with gab, derek and xavier.
den went window shooping.
look for xavier's shoes and derek's bag. went to several shops.
going to do doggy taggs soon. hee.
dat'll b so fun. haha.
anyways.
some people has been "attacking" ma friendS blogs.
all dese ppl hu don't dare leave deir own names.
ham-chi kias. all jealous donkeys.
think dey damn gd. i bet dey dun have friends.
all have stupified stinkin attitude.
if dese ppl ever pop out.
i make sure u have a nice time crying at de little corner of ur room.
and de rest rolling on floor laughing their asses off at u.
thank you.

finally..

2005-08-30T18:17:00.000-07:00

YAY !
exams are OVER ~~~!!!!
hee..
but.. i tink i'm gonna flunk my d&t paper
and fail ma maths..
haiiizz..
so sad man..
depression..
but..
luckily went for a jamming session today !
it was damn nice !
damn fun !
WOO !! !
depression transformed into high"ness" during jamming
hee..
dis is de wonders of jamming with pals = )
dose hu agree say "I"
hee..

PEACE !!!

exam weekk..

2005-08-24T01:17:00.000-07:00

haizzz..
stress man.. Common Test week..
sad..
study study study oni..

can't wait till dis darn exams to finish man..
hope can get it over and done with ASAP..
hee..
sianz sianz..

you're beautiful , you're beautiful.
you're beautiful, its true.
i saw your face in a crowded place.
and i don't know what to do.
cause i'll never be with you.

2005-08-16T22:00:00.000-07:00

today..
all i want to do is juz..

THANK SOME PEOPLE !!! (not in any order)
+gabriel ( for being such a great friend)
+linn (for being de crazy but funny girl dat also brightens my day)
+daniel (for being SUCH A GREAT FRIEND, TEACHER, BROTHER and also for listening to me)
+xavier (for juz being as macky and weird as u are)
+rachel (for juz SMILING = ) and being such a super nice funky gal)
+our dear lord (for guiding me throughtout and for bringing dis WONDERFUL WONDERFUL WONDERFUL WONDERFUL people)

i hope dis isn't too touching.. HEE..

life is unpredictable
everything that has occured
may not be as how YOU have planned
but
this is what our Lord has planned for us
and everything He has done for us,
always have a reason behind it.
In one way or another,
our Lord will let you know what the reason is.

Never think that no one is there for you,
as there ARE many who cares for you,
you just have to open up and you will find THEM
as i have found mine.

linn'd b'day party !!!

2005-08-09T21:57:00.000-07:00

9/8/05

linnette's birthday party !!!!

although its not her actual b'day but.. wat de hell ? hu freakin cares ?

anyways.. as i was sayin.. IT WAS DAMN FUN !!!

lol... XAVIER sprained his arm by jumpin into de sea doin "exciting stunts".. lol !

went swimmin in de pool later and played captain's BALL in water.. although de guys lost..

we still did a gd job.. de score was 6-2 ? lol.. somewhere around dere..

hmm.. after dat.. took bath and den walk around..

came back to chalet dere and played POOL it was fun !!! HEEE...

den it was time for dinner..

after dinner.. all go CRAZY ! when linn takes out her hair spray..

we poor boys ... i was one of DA WORST !

got ma hair done by like 3 "pros"... ?

got my eye drewn by de "COUPLE"

de result was me looking like some kind of ghost...

wan de pics go look for linn.. i lazy to put here.. lol..

PEACE = )

BIRTHDAY !

2005-08-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

heee..
well..
today was fun..
went out to watch movie(charlie and de chocolate factory) and all...
so nice..
den went to cine.. bought a present for linn...
den played arcade..
hmmm..
after dat.. go to mass and prayed ..(heee..)
hmm...
went to tony roma's for dinner..
so long nvr go le.. about 6 years..
lol...
my dad's idea..

-ppl hu i wanna thank for today-
*gabriel
*linn
*terence
*derek
*matthew
*xaiver
and last but not least
*MA PARENTS !

hee.. sweeet 16 b'day..
lol..
hmmm..
dats all bah..

PEACE = )

DE MOST BORING DAY !

2005-07-30T23:08:00.000-07:00

today is de most BORING DAY I TELL YOU !
parents went back to melaka for dis 2 days..
my sis.. dono go where and do dono wat shit..
i'm like all stuck at home.. and it was like raining and all..
such a gloomy day for me man..
i oni like listen to music la..
did nth else..
go online oso nobody to tok to one..
all de ppl i usually tok to all not online..
sad sia..
so lonely today..
so bored..
haizzz...
all i can say dat LOVE SONGS ARE SOOO NICE..
dats de oni type of song i listen to today..
MY LIFE IS BORING !!!!!!

studee..

2005-07-28T18:52:00.000-07:00

hmms...
today.. was quite okay bah..
not dat boring..
had d&t test..
tink can juz pass bah.. lol
after skool went to wait for mag at serangoon mrt..
den we went to macs ter study..
hee.. had nice chats... and well i tink i absorbed some stuff..
hahaha...
it was like rather noisy..
we saw some zhonghua sec boyz..
i tink dey are like sec 1 la.. but dey were acting like PRIMARY 4 KIDS I TELL U !!!
their voice are like so sharp la.. like small small needles poking into ma ears oni..
very painful.. lol
den when come home.. bored again.. lol

PEACE = )

sianz..

2005-07-27T21:14:00.000-07:00

wah..
todays damn hiong say..
had 3 test..
lit, maths and geog...
haizz.. shld b able to pass all .. i tink..
hee..
played soccer with a sepak takrow(duno how u spell la..lol) ball
MY TOTALY 90 GOT SCRATCHED SEH ! sobs..
but soccer was darn rite fun.. lol..

PEACE = )

24/7 and 25/7

2005-07-25T22:15:00.000-07:00

well.. yesterday was DAMN FUN !
cath. class was like so damn fun la..
with daniel feeling high smelling my hand and all..
lol..
so damn cool...
made skits...
damn nice...
after mass went to j8 meet linn dere for lunch(she didn't eat, jian fei, lol) den went to watch SCHOOL OF ROCK
which was okay oni.. not all de bands were good.. so sad ma skool band didn't make it..
hmm.. den met up with rach in de mrt den off we went to.. orcard where we walk.. and.. walk...
and... ermm... walk.. lol.. pr legs of ours .. lol ! den we went to cine.. ARCADE ! lol quiet fun..
hmm.. den had dinner.. and.. home !!!

PEACE = )
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okay.. den today... 25/7
BORING...lol.. whole day suxed..
boring... except for de show miss koh let us watch..
heee... dat wasn't so boring..
soooo long.. got de NYAA shit thing.. which was like so damn crappy la..
felt rather sick today oso..
feeling better le.. hee..

PEACE = )

tired....

2005-07-23T05:56:00.000-07:00

from morning...
8 am to....
7.15 pm...
parade rehearsel plus de parade itself...
got lil of flu de night b4..
sore throat in de morning.. got a lil better le...
apart from all dis stuff..
wats more sad is dat
de PART Ds HAVE STEPPED DOWN !!!!!!!!
so sad seh..
all i can say is dat dey were really de best of de best..
dey made de most achievement of all...
all born in de year 1989 ROCKS MAN !!!!!!!!!!

PEACE = )

2005-07-21T17:25:00.000-07:00

woah piang... today duno why so tired man...
mayb cos of yesterday... back lil pain and all..
but damn happy get de CPL rank today le...
FINALLY !
lol... today is another boring day for me...
juz a lil extra tired...
haizzz... like no life like dat...

PEACE = )

today..

2005-07-20T21:08:00.000-07:00

hmm... today..
skool was BORING !
so sian man.. had to take de damn chns test..
sure fail wan.. lol
hmm.. wat else did i do today.. oh yeah I.M.T.(some shooting thingy in ncc)
dat wan oso sian..
got 13 shots out of 20 oni
juz pass.. nvr get marksman..
cannot get de badge.. sobs
after dat had to rush home for tuition...

so overall.. today is a boring,sian and tiring day...
haizz...

PEACE = )

1st time...

2005-07-18T03:51:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeee...

finally created ma own blog..
thanks to gabriel for givin me de idea..
heee..
today ar...
hmm... shool was kinda borin but got to watch "wedding planner" for VE lesson.. lol.. haven finished yet..

frens came ter ma hse today..
do hw den PLAY CS !!!
heee.. now back to being bored again.. sian...